The words from Bethany Joy’s song “Let Me Fall” is playing over and over in my head and if ever there is a song that most reflect what I feel right now, what I felt for awhile…this is it.
It’s October again – The leaves are coming down – One more year’s come and gone – And nothing’s changed at all
Wasn’t I supposed to be someone – To face the things that I’ve been running from
Let me feel – I don’t care if I break down -Let me fall – Even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little – At least I know I lived – Just a little
I’ve become much too good – At being invincible – I’m an expert at play it safe – And keep it cool
But I swear – This isn’t who I meant to be – I refuse to let my life roll over me
Playing it safe, that’s me. With all my talk about chasing dreams and adventures, there’s the other part of me that is terrified. Terrified of failing. Terrified that I might have to find a corporate job again while I wait for my business to take off.
But one big thing (for me) I decided to do as the result of this song is to showcase some of my products at the galt outdoor market. I’ve been putting it off because I’m not sure if the clientale there will be interested in my products. Scary to put yourself out there but I really want people have a chance to look at my items physically, especially my wedding invitations. I still have to work out the kinks..especially the part about managing the money part of the digital sales (here’s hoping). So even if I fall…